I'm StiLL In LOVE wIth Ya

2011-12-31T15:55:00.014+08:00

End of the year 2011

Every Year no matter how busy I am, no matter how tired I am... I would still try my best to churn out a last entry for the year.

I guessed this is done so, so that I would remind myself what I've done for a year and it would bring me down the memory lane.

2011 was really a fast year... Sometimes I wonder is God trying fast forwarding the time above?

2011 was the same as 2010, a neither good or bad year.. I've learnt to appreciate many things in my life and I'm happy that I managed to filter through my friend's list and know whose the "close circles" of friends. It's the same for everyone I guess as you're getting older.

In Work....

I've learnt many new things, with two new technicians attached to me.. they taught me quite alot of things, and I love my workplace with laughter with the security guards and I'm happy working with them.

My team minus the right technician Alias...

It's kinda of sad when my boss told me she has tendered on the 16th of Decemebr 2011... Been working under her for going to be 2 years... these two years though there may be times i buay song with her, but afterall she's still a good boss... we gossiped, we talked, we shared knowledge... and once I got back to work next week, it's a day more before she left.. I'm going to have a new boss soon. the thought of it brings uncertainty....

Also at work, relationship with colleagues at HQ got stronger... we gossiped, we shopped, we have fun together, without them I really dunno how to survive through my nearly 2 years at work.

Our Annual DND with my khakis at work...

our Xmas Celebration

My 2 Best Colleagues at Work

Happy that Susie's got married this year :) and I'm the emcee for the wedding woohoo

I was also involved in a few events celebrations at work... which I really loved doing it. I loved to plan, source and if the event was completed successfully I felt a sense of happiness in me...Yeah maybe i shld change job...

OPS Deepavali Celebration... Woohoo I love my saree and the kachang putihs.. we wrapped it ourselves!!

Performed at DND and ever since then they always asked me to do emcee job...wtf

PSD Year End Celebrations... which just happend yesterday..happy that the event turned out well and everyone had a great end to the year :)

Next Year I will be in-charge of CNY Celebrations 2012, oh gosh I really loved planning shopping the stuffs at chinatown but kinda of pity that on the actual day of the event 27 Jan 2012 I wont be able to join in the fun.. haha why? Let's see

Travel

My policy of one year go 2 overseas trips came to pass... though I never travelled very far this year but I'm quite happy with the two places... Phuket and Bangkok...haha all at Thailand.. I really support the country ok...

We had lots of fun playing this ATV... dangerous but exciting!... Phuket is really a nice place with nice beaches :)

At the Erawan Shrine... this is taken at Bangkok.. the annual shopping trip.. as u can see i lazy to post up pics...coz most of them is shopping and food pics... haha I really loved Bangkok..and I hope I will go again next year WOOHOOO...

Friends...

I'm thankful for having this bunch of close friends, they are always there for me, helping me in my life without any rewards in return. I hope next year will be another fruitful years ahead for all of us!!

Photoshoot for the 4 Golden Flowers

Candice my Colleague come khaki at work

Zhen with me on my BD...

My Dearest friends who attended my bd party this year :)

Family & Relatives....

Spending more with my family is one of my resolution in life this year...and I'm glad I did... :)

I love you my dear parents :)

At Cindy's Wedding... so happy for my beautiful cousin that she is Mrs Poh now... I wish her have a blissful marriage

Also this year, Mi jie finally had her customary wedding with my biao jie fu Jonas...WOOHOO

They are always so loving.. thanks for always being there for me too...and as im typing I'm actually rushing it out coz im gonna be so late for the family gathering later OMG...haha

Love....

Our 1st year Anniversary....

At my bd celebration this year...

Thank you my dear fat ass bf for being there for me too... though your working hours sucks..but I'm glad that we still managed to phone each other daily... Though there may be times I fa pi qi or emo... you are always there tolerating these... and making me laugh no matter how tired you are....

I love you my dear ah lui :) and I hope 2012 will be a better year for us...

and our future... :)

2012 is going to be a year full of challenges and changes for me...

1. New boss... I hope the new boss will be better of course and able to work with him :)

2. School... I'm gonna start my degree course for 16mths starting Jan 2012... I hope I will be able to cope with school and work together... I hope I will pass and acheive my dream :)

As I'm listening to Auld Lang Syne... a year of past memories brought to my life...

"How you end a year determines how you start a year"

I hope my last moments in 2011 will be great.. and 2012 will be a better year ahead.

Enjoy all your celebrations my friends...

As the clock struck 12 tonite, Happy New Year 2012!!! Woohoo!!

Short Note: Cherish :)

2011-09-12T21:29:00.002+08:00

中秋节。。。

好怀念小时候提着灯笼，玩蜡烛的情景。。。。

玩到忘了时间，玩到不知道回家的时候。。。

像这样简单的玩意就能够满足小朋友。。。

还是小时候最好，天真无邪，无忧无虑。。。每天过着没烦恼的日子。。。

好后悔没有好好的珍惜小时候的时光。

我想，如果我们以前知道其实大人不好当，我们因该不会盼望快点长大吧。。。

Short Note: Que Sera Sera

2011-08-19T23:55:00.002+08:00

If I were to die young.....

I often asked myself on the day of my funeral, will there be alot of ppl coming to pay their last respect to me..

When I was much younger..the answer I gave myself was .. Yes definetely, I had so much friends in FB and friendster.. I got so much friends in real life and I'm friendly most of the time.. therefore my funeral should be quite crowded with people..

But as I grew much older, I realized the answer should be actually no.. True enough I knew quite alot of people, made a few accquaintance along the way.. but the fact is as you grow older, the lesser friends you have..

Different goals, different commitments, different opinions in life led to seperation in life.. you will tend to filter away friends whom you will meet once a year, friends whom only enjoyed a certain hobby with you, friends who met you for a purpose, friends who are there only when they need you and some friends are those you would never talk or meet again in this whole life..

No matter how hard you tried before that to be friends again, no matter how hard you tried to accommodate to each other's interest, no one's gonna appreciate what you've done in the past, no one's gonna thank you for the help you rendered.

And that's the cold hard truth of life..

After the filtration system if you're lucky enough you're left with small handful of them, if you're not that lucky, you might be only left with one or two..

Be it one or two, five to six.. these friends are those whom stand by you through all circumstance, these friends are those when you most needed them and these friends are those who will surely attend your funeral.

I should by now, expect not a big funeral with throngs of ppl strolling in, but a funeral which is simple and attended by close knitted friends..

Funny how you're dead and people starts listening...

A meaningful song I've heard recently.. if you understand what it meant, you'll find peace...

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors
Oh, and life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even gray, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I've never known the loving of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand

[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/band-perry-lyrics/if-i-die-young-lyrics.html ]
There's a boy here in town, says he'll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time

So put on your best, boys, and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singing
Funny, when you're dead how people start listening

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time
So put on your best, boys
And I'll wear my pearls

Short Note: Will you attend my funeral?

2011-06-25T16:08:00.004+08:00

不上不下......

Don't know why but I'm having this feeling..

It's like every areas in my life is 不上不下.. neither here nor there..

Don't get me wrong, of course I'm happy with what I have now in my life..

It's just that, things have been stagnant for quite sometime...

Some ppl tell me, that I'm fortunate now, to have a stable job, a job that pays me not bad with great benefits for a diploma graduate, I have a gd bf now, someone who treats me very good, love me for who I am, I have a great family, parents who dote on me so much, I get to travel, whether its near or far, at least I get to travel...I have friends who are great ppl, different groups who acceed to my different needs..

Not being complacent here, but I just feel that there are some areas where I could have done better, some areas where I could have put in more efforts..

Don't like the feeling of being stagnant, for instance, one big headache is my job..

Yes, the workload is just nice, been here for a year and a half (soon), learnt everything that are within my jobscope, but that's just not the kind of jobscope that I like..

Not something that I have interest in..even though my boss told me she is willing to teach me more mechanical and property stuffs.. But I just don't have the heart to learn it.

I love the environment, my colleagues, my site.. but I don't love what I am doing now..

Life is just so contridicting.. there's pros and cons in everything.. It's either you leave ur comfort zone or u stay put and continue on with what you have..

I guessed I would need to take sometime to consider this area in my life and I shall not procastinate any further..

Of course there are alot of other areas in my life which I have no control of it. I don't know whether it would continue to be stagnant or it will move on to a better/ worse situation.

But whatever it is, whatever will happen in the future, I thanked God for what I have now, I prayed for more better things to come in my life..

Also, thank you all my friends, my family members, my dearest bf.. for making my life wonderful as it is now.....

I shall continue to cherish and be contented with what I have now..

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Since so long nv update this lousy blog..

I shall upload some photos shun bian.. if not it will really be a ONCE in a year thing...

My beloved Colleagues.. with them working is FUN...

Ex-colleagues from Bluebird at Bluebird DND.. even though I left but I'm still invited sweet..

My fave self-potrait taken by Jinmei...

My God-daughter Charlotte.. omg She's so big alrdy.. nxt yr gg Pri Sch...

Charlotte and Julian... they were just babies not long ago.. and now they grew up so much..Omg I AM OLD...

Me and Shumin and Ah Bi during CNY.. Love them lots..

Went Phuket with bf and group of frens... its our first trip tgt..

Us at the hilltop after conquring it with our ATV Rides....

Perhaps I shall consider perming my hair back.. since it's been so long...

Bf handmade this card for me the other day.. he drew and he wrote touching words.. I AM fking touched by him and his love.. :)

Enough of uploading, since all of them are in FB.. Ever since FB started, alot of photos damn lazy to re-upload on to blog.. yawnz that explains why alot of ppl quit blogging..

I realized this year I never took much photos, shall continue to take more for the last few months of the year....

Got to catch up with all my dramas now....

Have a happy weekends everyone :)

Short Note: I'll never be the same if we ever meet again..

2011-01-01T03:55:00.000+08:00

2011...

2010 just passed by in a breeze... it's so fast that within a blink of an eye.. it's over..

2010 was a neither bad or good year for me...I would say peaceful?

It's a you lose and you gain year for me....

The two major events in 2010:

I ended my job in SA and I started a job in OPS... Till now I never regretted it.

I ended a relationship and I started a new relationship. Till now I never regretted it.

It was not easy ending a relationship that was dragged on for so long.. after all I believed there's love in the first place just that it started at a wrong time perhaps.

That's when I decided to throw in the towel. The saying often goes like these: Once a woman, made up her mind, that's it, it's Final.

I started a new relationship not long after that..

Initially, I was apprehensive about it, many factors to consider and worse of all I'm still suffering from a breakup at that time.

I would say it's his love that touched me and I feel comfortable.

I'm really touched by what he did the past four months plus.

Maybe to many people, we are still in the honeymoon period. Whether we would end up together anot in the future, that's not for us to decide.. I would just leave it up to God.

and most importantly, I am happy with I have now :)

Not much photos to post for 2010, cause mainly it's in Facebook

Two New Groups of Friends

My SA colleagues.. Till now we still kept in touch and we are going for our next trip this month woohoo tgt with my bf :)

The ex-clubbing group... we had toned down on clubbing nowadays... fun and crazy group

Went for Two Overseas Trip in 2010

LGK in March with the SA girls...

BKK with Pat in July...

Went Malacca at the start of the year ...

Went JB like more than 5 times? Hahhaa I love JB...Oh ya JB is also the place where me and my bf went for our first date.. haha cool rite.. where got ppl first date go JB de hahaha

Er jie's wedding a day before my bd.... Congrats er jie...

My lovely Bd cake from Canele ordered by bf ... it's just so yummy

Thanks to those who attended my bd in the small hotel's room... I had a great celebration and thank you bf for cooking and preparing the food overnight :) much appreciated.

One of my resolution last year was to have more family time together.. Thank God Mi Jie shifted near me nowadays we had more family gathering at her condo.
The above: BBQ at Mijie's house

Xmas Eve Family Party at Mi Jie's house...and that's my fave ah bi in the pic.. love her :)

My New Year's Eve was spent at Boiler Room at St James with Shufen, Christal and Fiora..

This guy met his gf at Boiler and he proposed to her on New Year's Day... Omg damn sweet and who says that you can't meet your Partner at clubs? Sweets and congratulations to them :)

That's the end of my 2010.. Hopefully my 2011 will be better and happier :)

Dear God

I don't ask for much, In 2011, I just wish for Simple happiness like this:

Thank you bf for everything in my life :)

Short Note: May it turn out well :0

2010-08-31T23:32:00.002+08:00

Epilogue

Time Heals all Wounds, but its also the hardest medicine to take...

A very true verse indeed...

This road is not easy..but I will keep on trying till one day when time does not have any effect at all to me...

The 180 months we had... bear a scar in me and would be within me buried deep into my heart..

No love for this moment, I told myself..

I'm not ready as I'm afraid of making the same mistakes..I'm tired of ending it the same way as before..

I'm sorry Mr ____,

Let's continue the way as it is now....

I thank you for the love and care and time... but I just couldn't bear to step out of my comfort zone now..

At this moment...

Yet.....

Short Note: I always thought I would live my life with you... but you just had to disappoint me time and time again..

2010-06-08T21:24:00.002+08:00

Fucking Emo Song..

This Song is fucking emo can...

It's been long Since I last heard it in Df...

Short Note: Problems when buried deep within, deep underneath will still be problems...

2010-05-11T22:02:00.003+08:00

30块的婚姻。。。

昨天知道了我其中一位前男友结婚了，不知道为什么，我一点多不伤心反而感到非常的开心。

当我看他们的婚照，我真的很感动。。。。。

原来，一个很花心的男人，还是可以被绑住的。。。
原来，他还是会被感动的。。。

爱情真的很玄妙，也很简单。。。玄妙的是，爱一个人其实是不需要理由的，简单的事，其实在对的时间爱上对的人就行了。。。

可是偏偏就是每那么简单。。。。

认识他也有6， 7 年了吧。。他，就像一位哥哥一样，常常斗我笑，教导我，算是看着我长大的吧。。。虽然分手了，我们还是好朋友，他会帮我分析那些追我的男生，告诉我那个不适合我，那个可以交往。。。

每次当我要去云顶，他都会帮我安排，告诉我几时有特价。。。

这些他都不知道。。。他还以为我把他当草哈哈哈。。。

“结婚了，要好好对待人家OK。。不要在那么的花心了。。。。 ”

他说：“好啦，几时才到你？”

“没钱啦。。。”

他说：“其实结婚只需要30块，只是看有没有心。。”

虽然只是30块。。。可是那背负着许多的责任。。。到底谁要和我一起维持30块的婚姻呢？？？

一首简单的歌。。。

一开始我以为爱本来会很容易
所以没有经过允许就把你放心底
直到后来有一天你和他走在一起
我才发现原来爱情不是真心就可以

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地
我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

以为自己不再去想你
保持不被刺痛的距离
就算早已忘了我自己
却还想要知道你的消息

Ｓｈｏｒｔ　Ｎｏｔｅ：　３０块不只是我和你。。。。

2010-04-13T20:32:00.002+08:00

24.01.2009...

I came across this while I was clearing my desktsop icon....

He came and chat with me on Msn and since I was playing Sl on the other hand, I chatted casually with him. I promised to help him buy the keropok and in return ask him to treat me better for two times. To me, it meant as a casual joke. He then suddenly apologized to me, saying that’s he’s really sorry for what he had done in the past. I was shocked and asked him did he mean it seriously and even though we are chatting in msn, I can sensed his sincerity. I teared.

Thinking back all these years of what I have done for him silently, even though the journey is long and tedious, there are many times which I nearly gave up but in the end I hold on. We continued chatted like normal friends, until this topic when I asked him did he have anyone in mind now. He said no, he only will wait for people to like him first and no one will like him, it will be a miracle if someone does. I then replied, no somewhere out there, there will be someone sure to like him. Then he replied, is it you? adding on that he read through my blog posts the past few years and he know I do, finally I plucked up my courage and confessed to him. In my mind, even though he might not like me too, I just wanted to get these out of me so that maybe I will be happier. He then admitted that he actually love me too, in fact even stronger than the past and over the years both of our thinking changed and we are so much in common in thinking. I’m just so touched by all these and I really can’t believe that all these are actually happening.

I hope that we will live happily ever after is what he promised me and I really do hope that we can last, even though in my heart I’m afraid that history might repeats itself, but I tell myself what’s more important is that I’m happy at this moment. He told me that he’s really happy cause he thought that all these while we might not be together back again, he was afraid that I hated him after the break-up.

For the past few days, I’ve been so happy that I can’t sleep well. I missed him so much, how I wished he’s here. I really do hope that both of us will really cherished this second chance and this time well we would make things worked.

I love you my dear monster. Let’s work hard together for our future ba.

I totally forgot abt writing this.. Never knew things happened to start so suddenly and end so quickly too....

What I can say was, at that moment on that very day, I'm very happy, probably the happiest girl on earth that day....

And now after reading it once again, it totally ruined my mood for today...

Short Note: 我相信你爱护我, 只是爱没有想像中的多

2010-03-23T23:21:00.009+08:00

Break, Broke, Broken...

Before I'm drowning in Sms and calls.. I guessed it's time for me to clear the air.. I'm so tired of repeating haha.. maybe I should hold a press conference? Can see that there have been more Clicks from FB to my blog during the past two days...

Many are asking "WHY"... and some are saying.. "See.. I told you before"... some even more power.. never contact u for fucking dunno how many million yrs and then suddenly popped out and ask "WHAT Happened?"

Be it good or bad.. I thank you guys for the concerns..and I really appreciate all your efforts in trying to find out am I ok anot?

I am OK.. seriously.. if this happened 4 yrs ago, perhaps you will see me crying myself to slp everyday, felt a sense of loss blah blah blah..

However things were different this time round, perhaps previously I failed to cherish the r/s that's why I felt so sad.. but once bitten twice shy.. same scenario, same method (SMS), same well wishes at the end (I wish that you will find better happiness next time)...

except that the smses are longer.. some keywords are ( feelings faded, no longer wish to resolve, irritates me to see u go clubbing, it's my life, better off alone.....etc)

What I can conclude is that our thinking and characters are different, and at some point of time.. communication breakdown..

A r/s is btw two person, if it's really that bad and can't work out, there's no point holding on. Wasting each other's time and youth...

So yah, I'm not as sad as before, it's more of disappointment anyway I know at least this time I've tried and when a person's feeling changes, they would come up with all sorts of excuses just to end it.. So there's no point for me being sad cause he's not worth it :)

Pls do not judge anyone of us.. cause only him and me know the real truth.. so there's no point in pointing fingers who's right and who's wrong and dun assume anything...cause ppl might change over time and we can't blame them..

However one advice for couples who are on the verge of breaking up.. pls do not use SMS as the medium to break up (especially on a Mon Morning where work is so busy and u have to juggle btw sms and work) cause you can't expressed urself much in that 160 Characters... Dun bother to explain anything.. it might make it worse.. haha

So all in all I'm fine, doing well, as what my cousin conveyed.. 我吃得饱，睡得好。。。

Thanks Selyn mama for analyzing the stiuation with me.. u just makes me feel better and straight away no TEARS!! u rocks!!

Thanks my ex-boss for sms-ing me upon hearing the news..

Thanks to fucker frens (u know who u are), my cousins, clubbing khakis, working colleagues for trying to make me laugh, everyone and anyone who smsed, msned, and fb me, or even wanted to mit me on the day itself to cheer me up..

I'm really really very touched.. Thank God when I'm attached that time I never neglected u all.. Cause Frens are so much better than Bfs....

A quote from Seasonal fren Joyce: When life gets tough, SUCK it in!! ahhaah

下一个会更好。。。。。Let's wait and see..

我不难过

又站在你家的门口
我们重复沉默
这样子单方面的守候
还能多久
终于你开口向我诉说她有多温柔
虽然你还握着我的手
但我已不在你心中
我真的懂
你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有
陪在你身边
当你寂寞时候
别再看着我
说着你爱过
别太伤痛
我不难过
这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流
我也不懂
就让我走
让我开始享受自由
回忆很多
你的影子也会充满我生活
我并不懦弱
你比谁都懂
虽然寂寞
这会是我
最后的宽容
抱紧我
再抱紧我
这一份感动
请你让我留在胸口
别再说是你的错
爱到了尽头
是非对错
就让它随风
忘了所有
过得比你快活
不要再说
或许这是最好的结果
现在分手
总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
松开你的手
离开你左右
我向前走
这会是我
真正的解脱

Short Note: I really need your blessings! haha

2010-03-12T18:17:00.004+08:00

Understanding..

There's a lot of incidents in life where ppl asked us to be understanding. I tried most of the time and there's some actions which I would never really understand.

For Example No 1:

When you worked on weekends and we can't meet up.

My point of view: True enough, working on weekends are fine to me and I am understanding enough to not meet up every week, not even once a week.

When you are busy on a project and we can't meet up.

My point of view: It's ok, I can have plans with my own girlfriends and be understanding enough not to disturb u.. No meet is ok...

When we make plans for overseas trips and had to postpone it.

My point of view: Though this is not the first time, it's ok I'll be understanding and tried to ask my frens to go with me.

For Example No 2:

When we planned abt the Bkk trip and you said you can't go somewhere near Aug 10 due to you having some voluntary work.

My point of view: It's ok then we go to those dates which are earlier so that it won't clashed with your voluntary work that week.

When you said you might have PMS during the first week of Aug and might not feel comfortable going during that period.

My point of view: It's ok then we just go to the dates which can accommodate to you.

Yes, I did try to be understand to these two people. But what did I get in the end??

People took me for granted thinking that I will be UNDERSTANDING and UNDERSTAND their stiuations?

Hey, for goodness sake's I am human orite.. I can't be forever understanding and put myself in people's shoes...can't I be selfish for once? So just because, I always angry and get over it easily, that means you all can ASSUME everything it's ok and just live with it...

I tried to understand why we never meet up so often? I did try orite? but the reasons u gave me are beyond my understanding... No matter how tired, poor the person is, what I asked for is just a simple dinner affair on weekdays? Is it really that difficult to initiate and make an effort to meet up instead of me always being the one?

AND

I tried to understand your BUSY schedule due to the voluntary thingy, I aksed you UMPTEEN times whether you can make it anot, whether you want to go anot until you said I'm long-winded.. WE WERE THERE to BOOK the tickets together you didn't even mentioned anything..

I tried so hard to find dates that we could go, changing the dates over and over again so that we would not missed the promotions of the airline.. and yet?

AFTER we HAVE BOOKED everything you told me a day after, you might not have enough days for your leave and the voluntary thingy might have briefing..

Why don't you tell me earlier? Why don't you plan earlier on the day WHEN I FIRST ASKED YOU?? at the KIM Gary Restaurant? Oh so total u have TWO DAYS instead of ONE DAY to think...

Oh ya now u said coz I gave u one day dateline onli.. PLS Budget Airline DON"T WAIT, you try asking them to wait for you to think and at the same time block seats for you? pls if you want to wait then take SQ.. they will let u wait and plan and think FOREVER!!

If you want to take budget the main thing is be FAST.. plan and go!! so many ppl are snatching the seats due to promo.. DUN EVER TRAVEL ON BUDGET IF YOU DUN SENSED THE URGENCY!!

Yes yes yes, Understanding is not easy... If you can really be so understanding , then congrats to you!! you're a Saint!!

And if you can't, Congrats we are HUMAN.. we can't be always thinking from other ppl's shoes, we have our own desire, our own dreams our own interest, why bear with it and pretend nothing has happened and be understanding when the truth is YOU ARE NOT HAPPY AT ALL!!

and I'm sorry

From now on I want to be happy.. so no understanding would be ENTERTAINED!!

Short Note: First time I'm ever so PISSED

2010-02-12T20:45:00.003+08:00

Sparks Fever..

Remembered the previous time I blogged about me missing Sparks, techno songs etc??

My dream is going to come true tonite... wheeee

Even though, I'm so tired and sleepy now after a long day of work... I wouldn't want to miss out on this one...

I missed those days clubbing to techno music instead of RNB and Hiphop hahaha..

Hope it will be fun.. and we can stayed till 530am in the morning...follow up by Big Breakfast...

Short Note: Chiong Chiong Chiong....

2010-02-08T22:54:00.010+08:00

A day @ The Cathay...

Headache, Headache!!! This year, 2010, I had more than five friends who are going to celebrate their 21st bd. As if thinking what to buy for the presents did not give me enough headache, thinking of WHERE to buy is worse..

I can't be....

1. Buying presents for my friends from neighbourhood malls (Cause most of them stayed near me, so easy for them to check out the prices)

2. Buying non-practical stuffs which they won't be using it for the rest of their life?

3. Buying presents on seperate days and seperate malls (no time no time!!!) this would cause me much inconvenience...

Then...

One fine day, I read X-tin's blog and I saw her pics at this opening of the new shop X-Squad... I was attracted by the cool designs of the T-shirts.. (entry here)

I was thinking why not I just shop @ The Cathay and it would solve all my problems?

I remembered the last time I was there @ The Cathay with my lovely cousins...

We were there at Nihon Mura B1-04 also well known for 99cents sushi place.. great for budget dinner :)

Ms Cindy was there cam-whoring as usual...

Chilling out at our fave place... Ben & Jerry #02-12

So far the one I been to with live band on certain days ...

Can't You see the happiness in us.... eating ice-cream and listening to live band singing?

So I decided to make up my mind....

I am going to shop @ The Cathay...

1. Head over to XSQUAD to get a nice cap for Marcus...

Cool Caps.. I'm sure Marcus would feel cool wearing it.. great selection online for people to view the products.

2. Get a nice girly dress for Joyce since she loves dress so much ...

DressMaker Inc. #01-09, would sure be the PLACE... Adapted from the website: Here are apparels for all occasions from pretty chiffons to delicate silk dresses and soft cotton casuals.

Pls thank me Joyce for making the Girly dream in you come true!!

3. Head over to NUMflipflops.com #01-01

and get Yuxuan her fave pair of flipflops since her's already cannot make it...

4. For JM who loves to wear Tees....I think she would love stuffs from this shop...

Tees from to-a-tee #03-12, now she can show off her nicely designed tee to her frens in Uni :)

5. Last but not least, for Jason...

Leftfoot Entrepot #01-19/20, nice pair of shoe for him to go clubbing with...
For more designs, pls view it online at HERE

Never knew The Cathay at so much nice and creative shops... no more headaches for now on what to get for all my friend's 21st bd this year!!!

Hope that all of you would love the pressie I chose...

To know more about The Cathay:

“Join The Cathay Facebook page (www.facebook.com/thecathay) to get updated with latest promos, events, contests & giveaways!”

Short Note: The Cathay's official website : http://www.thecathay.com.sg/

2010-02-07T21:06:00.008+08:00

First post in Feb...

Busy... or rather lazy? It's almost a mth since I've blogged..

Sibeh sian... totally lost the passion in blogging? Or rather I dunno what to say here.. I know it should be rather personal like abt my life?

But then life has been pretty mundane ever since I started working? The happiest time would be shopping time...

Anyway had a simple weekend with bf...

I craved so much for dim sum lah...and finally I got to eat it.. *hooray*

Saw this nice fuschia roses in cold storage (of all places!) damn nice and pinky can... and it's so damn cheap...

Weekend high tea Buffet at Zhou's Kitchen @ Far east square...this is the best branch among others i think... it's so much different than that time i had it in Square 2

Best try of the day: Pi pa duck, century egg porridge, siew mai, fried brinjal with pork floss and the mini EGG TARTS!!!!! too bad I goobled it up before pics were taken...so damn yummy can.. On par with KFC portuguese egg tarts.. currently my top two...

Mango sago with pomelo and herbal jelly... we still prefer the mango sago from Ah Chew's.. the best!!

Priceless expression yet again... I can compiled one album on it? haha this time one is I ask him act de so not so natural lah.. :)

Just Us...

Cabbed down to bugis to get my jacket.. was thinking abt it for so long to buy or not... the thought kept twirling in my mind... until i gave up... and it's mine woohoo...

These are part of the reasons why I'm broke....

* Warning, plastic bag may hold more than one item...

SHOPPING is LOVE...no more Bugis Street and FEP...banned for the mth of FEB...

Fave game in arcade now..trying to master..

Watched 14 Blades and my new love is DONNIE YEN!! so handsome and man can... no more Miao Qiao Wei hahaha..

Guess where this? not marina lor..its my hse downstairs.. power rite got 12 zodiac signs somemore.. so nice.. Coz I dun wan to act as if I'm a fucking sua khoo so I just took brief shots and went for my supper with Ah D...

The Cai Shen Ye even will sprinkle (supponsingly gold dust) but in this case... colour paper...hahahahaha... better than nothing rite.. so everyday at 730pm there would be alot of kiasu aunties and kids trying to catch hold the paper bits lolz...

Oh ya and Da bao went for his annual spa again... he's still hanging there now... poor bubu...

I never knew soft toy could be that dirty??

My poor bubu dabao...hang in there for at least 2 days ok... mama will fetch u soon :) muacks..

Recently.. I'm so in love with this song...

So nice... Raine finally bai tuo the cute and sweet voice...

Anyway I'm nt gg back batam for cny this year... after 20plus yr....

Short Note: Give me some time to be understanding...

2010-01-03T22:57:00.003+08:00

Uncertainty Awaits...

I had a wonderful long weekend the past few days, catching up with bf (yes bf not fren), shopping at Orchard with Joyce and also not to mention swimming, suana and shopping this afternoon.. sadly to say Joyce again haha..

I looked like a fully cooked lobster now.. talk about starting work the next day.. really never comfort me at all.

Well well.. some pics of "catching up" with bf:

Fish and Co... my fave lemon and garlic mussels

Seafood platter for both

Priceless Expression 1

Priceless Expression 2

Followed by Ah Chew's Dessert... yumzz

Simple day out with Love :)

TMR is the day...

New job, new location, new people, new boss, new work ish enuff to bury me with pre-work depression..

Maybe becoz I nua too long liao, maybe becoz I had a wonderful weekend.. I just wished I can dwelled in DEC all yr long haha..

Whatever it is, reality is still reality, money is still not enuff..

Wish me all the best when I embark a new journey in the aviation line... :)

Short Note: The thought of changing pass ish very the sian...

2010-01-02T00:04:00.012+08:00

Hello 2010!!!!

HO HO HO... See I tried to keep to my resolutions so here I am blogging "actively" haha.. Ya if you happen to cross pass here, yes it's the latest update not the old one that's shown here for mths...

Anyway yesterday nite at 12am marks a brand new year.. I loved it whenever after countdown it would always be followed by Auld Lang Syne... it really makes me reflect well..

I had a simple and cozy countdown yesterday.. no hard liquour, no vomitting and not being drunk.

We went to this Countdown Party which was organized by Lush 99.5Fm

The Good thing abt being on the guestlist is that you're entitled to lucky draw chances, lots of vouchers, performances, food and beverages...

Here's the list:

FOOD:

QUIZNOS SUB #03-33 and #03-K1
- Regular size sandwich

BEVERAGE:

JEWELS ARTISAN CHOCOLATE #02-31
- Grand au chocolate
- Hazelnut and Milk Chocolate Slush
- Single Expresso and Dark Chocolate Slush

SCHOKOLART #01-24/25
- Soul Mate
- Temptation

SPINELLI COFFEE COMPANY #02-03
- All Spins
- All Twists

TULLY'S COFFEE #03-31/33/K1
- All beverages

THE COFFEE BEAN AND TEA LEAF #01-26
- Coffee
- Tea
- Ice Lemon Tea

HEAVEN'S LOFT #08-01 (Redeemable at L1, Discovery Walk)
- Beer
- Wine

See so great isn't it? and it's fun going around, exploring the different beverage shop in Orchard Central. We found a new nice place to chill out from now :) The view and atmosphere rocks....

Orite back to photos:

Before the event, we went to BK, my two companions needed dinner.. and I actually found out that the BK @ OC can actualy charged iphone? How cool man...

The theme of the night was.....

Headgear... something u wear on ur head.. me and Joyce wore hairbands (except my more dramatic hers sweet) and bf wore cowboy hat haha..

But I think Joyce is more interested being a cowgirl instead haha..

Followed by...

Yeah Jonas and Mi Jie were there too with their group of friends...

What happens when you watched too much gossip girls... u will like dramatic hairbands ahha..

Guests are allowed to move freely throughout the building exchanging drinks and food..our first stop was

Schokolart...

Hot Chocolate for Joyce (Temptation)

Eric and I chose the drink "SOULMATE" (haha as if we are)

Happy with our drinks..

How to not resist taking a pic with the nice xmas tree at OC?

Trying to mimic the art piece behind haha

Lots of performance and games in btw... but we were more enthu abt exploring the building haha..

Next stop....

Spinelli!!! My first time there at the OC outlet.. Our drinks: Sunkiss and tutti frutti twist

I never knew there was such a great chill out place at OC.. it's like a hidden place.. Great view, nice wind and great company... If only we no need to rush downstairs for the countdown we could have sat there and chill for the rest of the nite :)

When the time was nearing 12am, we went down and redeemed our booze... wine, heineken or stella...

As a vivid supporter of course it would be heineken...

We had countdown and hugs after 12am, before it's time that we went for our second half...

While on the way there, we found a nice place that is great for photo taking..

I love this kind of window.. so cottage style..

How nice....

Crazy fellow outside the door haha

Auntie outside the house.. so nice rite..the whole place was Italian..

The HANGOUT.... ok this was certainly nt a good pic to post up abt the room.. but u know Joyce always like TO SLP wherever she is... hahaha so you could say the room was cozy and comfy that she did that...

We chose Wii Resort..as we had two hours only..

Comes with free flow of drinks, POPCORNS and...

SPICY FRIES!!! How great can that be rite...

Finally Joyce's awake haha

I asked bf to pose.. but it ended up being comical haha

She's damn good in wakeboarding.. (ok fine, most of the games)

Archery Time..

And all these gaming only like costs us $21bucks for three persons? Cause they having 50% off for the mth of Dec, it's their opening special...Sibeh wu hua rite?

For more info abt The Hangout: http://www.thehangout.com.sg/#/about-us

Packages available: http://www.thehangout.com.sg/assets/downloads/the-hangout-packages.pdf

I'm not sure whether the promo is extended, no harm calling up and ask.

Overall, it's a cozy place to go too if you're with a small group of frens and not sure where to hang out...I would defintely go back again for the board games this time round :)

Yeaps, that's how I spent my NYE countdown..

Short Note: So Far So Good

2009-12-30T19:48:00.033+08:00

The Last Post for Yr 2009

It's another 365 days...yet it passed by faster and faster year by year. I guessed everyone would have agreed with this...

2009 was a year that have both happy and sad times. I'm quite guilty for the fact that one thing for sure, I did not blog as much as I do in 2009. Busy is always the excuse and I'm kinda of regretted it, cause as I read through my archives I realized most of the big events were not recorded in here.. damn it..

So for my memory's sake (as you can see, I'm going to turn 26 years old soon, damn freaking out), let's me just recap my life in 2009....(Summarized version)

In January 2009...

On the 24th, I got attached... yes back to the same guy you never see wrongly hahaha..

After a few year's of waiting, welcome back my bf haha..

See how fucking awkward we looked here, cause it's our first photo after being back together.. ya ya we got back together on CHU XI YE cool rite...

In February 2009....

It's CNY.. this year is one of the best chn new yr I had, lots of bonding and took lots of photos.

Managed to take one last shot with my grandma at least.. I missed her so much.

Cousin's gathering :)

February is also the mth for VDAY....

My first Vday with bf on the Singapore Flyer....

In March 2009.....

Finally graduated after so so so long.. haha a mth for me to enjoy before I started on my new job... I love this mth the most in 2009 :)

Went for this photoshoot with bf. Never knew photoshoot was so tiring..yawnz

Ppl even thought he proposed to me on the spot? yawnz sibeh embarrassing...

Went for 2D1N to Batam with close friends....Nice experience.. next up..hopefully we are going to Malacca :) wheee....

In April 2009....

Had Father's Side Cousin gathering during Xiao Han's bd.. (eh when is the next time again?)
Supposed to let her go up stage and sing..end up Ms Cindy singing yawnz...

Attended Shinjuku Incident gala preview.. Bf at that time kept winining lucky draw for alot of shits...but nowadays never WON yawnz....

Grandma left us on 21st April... Went to work at SCB for the first day and I had to take compassionate leave.. thank God boss was kind enuff...

She passed away peacefully.. even though she's gone... I still dreamt of her now and then.. She will always be in my heart :)

April was not that great...

In May 2009....

Went for 1 Day trip to Muar with Bf and family.. first trip out.. quite enjoyable :)

You see.. I'm rite.. Bf always won lucky draws and we kept attending events from Beer Fest to Jolin's Showcase.. BUT NOW THE DAMN LUCK is gone... hahahaha

Attended the grad ceremony with my parents... finally some little achievements for them to be proud of :) more to come I hope :)

In June 2009...

June was the most boring month, mostly because I started to work like a bull, from 830 to almost 1030pm everyday.. due to mortgage promotions..it was crazy lah the volume...

However, in between, the colleagues got closer because of this...

Lots of snacks to help us tide over the long hours at work...

Got to know two close colleagues who became frens... awww missed working with the girls.... The gossip girls in CAPTS haha..

Our first Pedicure and Massage Session.. due to high stress level at work haha..

Missed the times that we were in Pandan Room, everyone just loves to come in and disturb us.. and we can gossip ALL WE WANT in there..

Even Bubu Wan ni likes to come in too :)

In July 2009....

Went Genting with Shufen.. it was damn fun, 3 days were never enuff for us...hopefully I can go again next yr :)

First ever CAPTS bbq where almost everyone attended.. amazing :)

More and more KTV session :)

2nd Cousin Gathering for the year... so fun laughing and watching a stupid show called THE MURDERER by Aaron Kwok... RETARD show..

In August 2009...

I realized I never blog.. damn it.. see that's when I started to neglect my blog.. anyway here's some events..

Msia Colleague Yee Chyi came over and we bunked in at her Pan Pac Svs Apartment...so damn fun, a great day of shopping, movie and chilling out.. tai tai life can..

Went Charlotte's bubu 4th Bd.... she is so cute as ever..and I last min pulled in two khakis to go with me cause someone aeroplaned me last min...

Ktv again this time with our Msia colleagues.. sibeh no life always ktv haha..

In September 2009...

Fann Wong get married...

Ya rite as if she's related to me haha..

Picnic + Kite flying @ Marina Barrage.. whereby the kites don't fly?

In October 2009...

An Impromptu trip to KL for over a mth... was there for work purposes.. to train the team in Msia..

A fun, exciting, and tiring trip cause basically I'm flying back every weekend.. Jet Star was my best friend then...

Uncertainty awaits...

Hilton @ PJ... the hotel that I stayed in for a mth or so...

The cute girl was there too :)

Met up with my auntie and cousin there.. I heart Baskin Robbins.. why dun they have it here in Singapore..damn..

My four wonderful tour guides from KL... they showed me around, stayed with me, drove me around.. wonderful ppl :)

Dinner on the TRAIN.. cool rite.. Victoria's Station @ KL

Romantic dinner with CHRIS haha

Nuffnang's Blog Award...

Flew back to Sing for Nuffnang's blog awards..

With THB at the award ceremony so excited when finally someone we knew same table as us :)

We had our own post part at

afterwards we proceed to Butterfactory..

With lots of people, faces are blocked as they don't wish to show their faces.

Last party before I go for my operation in Nov.

Halloween @ Zouk

In Novemeber 2009....

Walao at this point of time, I feel like not blogging anymore damn long can.. pls dun fall asleep one more mth to go hahaha..

Went for operation for the thyroid lump in early nov... finally decided to go for the op and damn the lump is damn big can.. 1/4 kg.. haha the doc says its one of the biggest he ever operate on.. COOL..

Well wanna Thank God that I managed to survive it through all.. thanks to all families and frens who were there for me, caring for me... I love you guys :)

After 3 weeks of recuperating, 29nov is Lao niang's bd

For my bd stayed at Rasa Sentosa, cause bf's auntie got discount..

The view damn nice can..

Bd Dinner @ Traders Hotel Biz Cafe.. thanks to all those who attended.. hope u guys enjoyed the FOOD :)

Thanks bf for all the gifts...

Complimentary cake from the Hotel..

Cupcakes with pink themes and bimbotic stuffs on it haha

Went to underwater world the first time damn suaku can...

In December 2009....

Attended my first DND in life...

Boss not there.. so not full attendance.. damn it.. I'll miss them alots :)

My cousin's ROM

With free flow of beer... brewed just right at the brewery..

Me with Ah Bi.. so cute and pretty... Wish you guys the best Mr and Mrs Ng :)

And December was filled with lots of ...

Lots of clubbing and drinking session which I also dunno why.. suddenly Fiora's crazy jio-ing me every week..

Anyway all these sessions will be cut down once I started my new job.

Xmas eve dinner at Senki with bf followed by Alvin and the Chipmunks at PS... nice, simple date together .. love :)

My Xmas pressie = Boots from BF

Adidas Parfum set for Bf

Xmas day was spent at Joyce's, having pot luck and monopoly. Cozy and fun, more of this kind of gathering pls :)

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New Year is coming soon, time for some resolution..though I'm sure most of us would not attained all of it, but I'm sure at least we need some goals in life so that life would be fruitful.

In 2010,

1. To bring both my parents overseas, at least a family outing together :)

2. To really really learn driving lah.. not young anymore somemore drag until now when ppl take away poles, if continue to drag I think next time will come out dunno what more powerful rules..

3. Be happy and positive at all times :)

That's it, just so simple :)

Anyway no matter how good or bad Yr 2009 is, we have all been through it. Just prayed hard that Yr 2010 is a good year to come :)

Always remb: How u end a yr depends on how u start a yr.

Enjoy all your countdowns people :)

Short Note: Phew, another resoulution, I must blog more next yr.. wad a long update haha

2009-12-20T21:58:00.002+08:00

Pussycat Dolls - Hush Hush

Not the dance version, but the slow version...

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never ask for help
I take care of myself
I don’t why you think you got a hold on me

And it’s a little late for conversations
There isn’t anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because…

I don’t want to stay another minute
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because…
I don’t want to, do this any longer
I don’t want you, theres nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday
I’m sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it’s a little late for explanations
There isn’t anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say baby…

I don’t want to stay another minute
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because…
I don’t want to do this any longer
I don’t want you there’s nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying

No more pain
No more hurt
No more trying

I don’t want to stay another minute
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because…
I don’t want to, do this any longer
I don’t want you, theres nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

Short Note: clouds overshadowed my heart...

2009-11-29T13:58:00.001+08:00

Happy Bd...

to me!!!

Actually I kinda not hoping to celebrate this year..

But Bf.. planned everything and even invited some of my frens..

Hopefully we will all have an enjoyable nite...

Thanks bf for all the planning :)

Short Note: The way I are...

2009-11-27T23:31:00.010+08:00

My 25 Days of MC...

Time passes so fast and I'm going back to work on Next Tuesday.. 25days just gone in a wink...zzzz

If you know me well enough... u would know that I'm not someone who would stay at home and recouperate for the whole of 25days.. Of course, I admit I did spent my first week of MC at home...

It's just too bored to be staying at hm every single day.. tats my opinion..

During these 25 days, I did quite alot, met up with long lost frens, went shopping like mad (I think I did that most), went for movies and such.

And I think I really ate alot, went to different restaurants and tried out different kinds of food, mostly buffets? damn it am I really a patient? hahaha maybe it's because I've been starved for the first two days in the hospital, so when I'm discharged it's time for revenge? Lolz..

Orite.. Time for some peektures...

CrabTree VIP Sales...

The Gift Guide for Year End Sales 09....woohooo

My fave product, its damn good can.. for nails and cuticles

I love the La Source Series, their handcream is damn power can

The La Source Bathing Series.. Get to used it during my stay at Hilton KL, it's damn good...

Scented Bear that comes free when you spent $400 and above and is the first 20 customers of the day..

Salt Water Cafe @ Changi Village Hotel...

Went for the High Tea Buffet 2-5pm on weekends for just $25 per pax.. great deal..

I seriously love the pasta there...

Nice Scenery too, rich ppl playing golf...

Rose petals... in the toilet...

Sightseeing time... Bumper boat to Pulau Ubin..

Love the seaside...

Yuki Yaki @ Marina Square...

Went for Yuki Yaki that day.. it's been quite long since I've last have it... the dory fish is still as yummy...

Auntie Shufen

Had Ice Cream after that.... we can basically "fry" our ice-cream

Lao Niang Frying it.... I like the Yam and Chocolate flavour..yumz

Mushroom Hotpot@ Orchard Point...

Yuan Yang Soup... the mushroom soup was damn nice can..

Dumb Yuxuan

Joyce Happily Eating...

Lao Niang...

Nice View

Joyce says this is for Stressful ppl

Looks like Cameron Highland rite

Lousy Fren

Fucker Fren...

Crazy Frens

Nice Bonsai

Pre-Bd Celebration @ Sushi Tei

Beef Kaminabe... (it's like scolding ppl?)

Teriyaki Dory Fish.... I just loved fish nowadays..

Mango Roll...

Beef Udon...

Fucker Fren again...

Me and Pat Pat... look at the colour contrast of our skin man...

Thank you both for a wonderful dinner and also we had a great gossip session rite after that.. lovely...pls dun act busy, must meet up more orite..

2 More days to my bd wooohoo... Bf had planned some events for me.. let's hope that we will all enjoy oursevles ba.. yeah...

I can't imagine I'm starting work for a few days and leaving for another company on the 15th...

I missed my old workplace sooooo sooo much and not to mention my bossssssss...

Short Note: I'm a crazy spender over the past few days..

2009-11-22T13:03:00.002+08:00

If I were a boy....

If I were a boy, I would have listened to this song and understand how a girl thinks?

Don't take advantage of the girl's love for you... and most importantly.. don't take her for granted.

If I were a boy by Beyonce

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go

Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wated
And I'd never get confronted for it.
Cause they'd stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleepin' alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
Yeah you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you're just a boy

Short Note: To all those who don't cherish and respect love...

2009-11-09T10:15:00.006+08:00

Saw 7...

It's been 6 days since my operation and 23 more days to go for my MC to end.
For those who still do not know about it, yes, I went for left thyroid operation last Tuesday.

It was an experience that I would not forget for the rest of my life. I get to see how does an operation theatre looks like and also how doctors operate on people (cause the previous patient was still being operated, so i get to see the process haha)

Scary? Not from the sound of all the operating knieves but its the waiting process to be pushed into the theatre... it's like ur waiting to be open up? haha

Nonetheless, I managed to survive through the operation, Thank God for that and is recovering well.

I stayed in TTS for around 3 nites, first nite in the High dependency ward cause the doctors were worried that I might have some breathing difficulties.. but Thank God again everything went on well, I even had my voice back right after the operation which the doctors were surprised abt it too.

But I did lost a lot of blood...

When the doctors were going on round at nite, actually I already fall asleep but due to his loud voice, I overheard everything, below is the conversation:

Doc A: Patient is 25yrs, just had a left thyroid operation, has her voice back, no breathing difficulties, everything is well.....

Doc B: Wait, she lost 1.3ltires of blood? Is it a typo or what? Are u sure anot? if it's 130ml I believe lah, but then 1.3 litres for thyroid operation? WTF?

Doc A: Yes it's quite alot, she had transfusion during the operation, but it's really alot of blood maybe we should call up the main doctor and checked...

On the phone...

Doc B: Hey Dr blah blah blah, are u sure Patient lost so much blood or is it just a typo error...

Main Doc: Yes she did..blah blah blah....

Doc B: WTF!! so much? okok , i better take some of her blood now to see she got enuff blood count.....

Yes, I really did lost alot of blood cause it's due to the goitter that is so big, doctors have to cut very deep to extract the whole thing out... total i think I need 6pkts of blood? hahaha

But anyway everything has been going on fine and I continue to pray that it will be. The wound is recovering well and my life has been back to normal... Except that I can't eat seafood, chk and stuffs and I can't go out and scare ppl with my Chucky Scar haha...

Here some photos that I took in the hospital:

My Hospital Ward

My Bed... yes my diet is thin... did not eat anything for 2days only survive on water damn hungree can.. esp when the patients opposite me can eat haha..

My bed for two days..

Thanks to those who came to visit me...

Thank you papa and mama for always there for me..
Thank you bf for accompanying my parents and wu wei bu zhi de zhao gu wo haha..
Thank you my dearest cousins da jie, er jie, mi jie and Jonas for buying stuffs or coming to visit me after work.
Thank you my dumb Shufen for visiting me during ur lunch time
Thank you my both ah yis for cooking and visiting me haha...

and thank you to all my friends, cousins and uncles who came to my house and visit me and for all the gifts u people showered me with.. :)

Sunflower by Selyn and Joyce lolz..

Chk essence from Ms Vivian Eun..

Bird nest and chk essence from dajie and erjie

Anlene from Mummy's colleauges

and I'm too lazy to take some other gifts...

Yesterday Bf came my house and helped me tidy my room hahaha.. i got so much bags that i need to buy a hanger from Ikea when I can go out the next time.. meanwhile we just hang it up like these haha.. machiam like pasar malam lolz...

Since I'm so free nowadays.. I promised to update my blog as much as possible... poor blog has been neglected so long le..

Orite.. Time to watch my hongkong drama le...

Short Note: Thank you

2009-10-27T21:59:00.002+08:00

Don't Want, Don't Feel, Don't Know...

There's alot of things I must do, I can do, I need to do now.. but yet.... I don't feel like doing anything at all................

I'm just tired..................

Let me rest.............and I will be back again :)

Short Note: Just too lazy...

2009-09-27T10:51:00.002+08:00

At least some Tai Tai Life here...

Well.. so fast it's Sunday....sibeh sian can... from tmr onwards 40% of the cases will come to Msia..which means our validators will be stress and we, will have to in charge and make sure everything is alrite. I can foresee the stressful faces all day long..

Work aside, the past two days have been great. Went to Kenko Wellness Spa for some shoulder massage at RM 29 nia.. damn cheap can and it's so good definitely much better than the one I had in Tampines One..

Manicure for RM33 is a steal too.. can't believe that my hand got so much dead skin.. well one good thing of the new system is we had no more papers.. so that means no more Dead Skin and NO MORE PAPER CUTS wooohoo

We then went to this saloon @ Sungei Wang for Shiseido Hair Treatment @ RM 80 OMG its damn good can.. If I'm rich, I would just employ that girl to help me wash hair everyday woohoo...

So all in all it's a Rest & Relax weekend... we have shop so much but yet buy little things.. coz most of the stuffs are quite ex here.. however FOS is my fave place... lolz..

Later on, we will be going to ONE Utama for more shopping.. hopefully i can buy the doraemon mooncakes there lolz...

Short Note: I saw a very nice Coach Bag @ RM 3590 damn...

2009-09-26T11:00:00.003+08:00

Reporting Live from KL...

Well it's been a few days since I'm here in KL... so far everything is still orite.. At work.. luckily I'm not alone... the colleagues here are great, they brought us out shopping, eat and even fetch us back to the hotel.

Thank God for them, if not we will be like two lost sheeps here..

Hotel kinda of sucks coz we haf to pay RM31 for ONE hour of internet access..damn it waste my time bring lappy hahaa and best is on MONDAY onwards my company's providing me with another lappy for work..

So that means 2 LAPPY to bring back to Singapore.. yucks................

However something to happy about is the breakfast is so damn shiok here... so many food and varieties.. I LOVE SCRAMBLED EGGS to the MAX!!! hahaa..

Yes as you read on, this is going to be another boring post with no pics..coz i never transfer my pics to the thumbdrive...

BORING...

Went for massage yest at KENKO 20Mins for RM29 which i think its quite cheap and I'm feeling so relax..took a bubble bath in the bath tub, read newspaper and watch some tv before I sleep... that's the KIND OF LIFE I want..hahaha

However it's quite lonely to sleep alone in such a big room.. luckily there's dabao and gloomy there to accompany me hahaha..

The housekeeping team always place them close to each other so cute can...I guess the housekeeper must have thought I'm siao to bring both of them alone haha.

Orite I think that's all for the updates... I saw DORAEMON MOONCAKES so cute can... So going to buy back if I happen to see it again hhaaha..

Short Note: Why no one on MSN de damn it...

2009-09-23T00:01:00.002+08:00

Leaving Singapore Once Again during F1 Season yawnz...

Goodbye SG... Leaving for KL for a mth..

Last min.. not much info given and pheeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwww I'm flying off tmr..

No fyi I didn't owe anyone money lolz..

Will be missing my dearest frens and cousins...

Come over to find me if you're free...At least lodging will be free :)

Short Note: I will try to blog as much as I can

2009-09-17T12:35:00.005+08:00

Missing my boss..

My dearest boss went KL for training for 3 mths last Saturday...

Not used to:

1. No one call me from the extension 8745_
2. No one scold me Si gi na
3. No one send me email signing off with Thank you for banking with __________
4. No one lending me her Mickey Mouse Toilet Key
5. No one bitching with me about the latecomers
6. No one helping me to do my cases when she's free
7. No one giving me sasha bear
8. No one giving me small little things like food, snacks..
9. No one asking for advice for cases
10. Her not being around...

Awww.. Missed her so much.. the best boss so far in our lives... ok maybe for the Three Blind Mice only...

and not to mention my bubu wanni (Boss daughter)... I missed her "HELLO Shirley"

Before the plane departs...

Bubu Wanni with her luggage.. so cute can ...(pic courtesy from Ms Jessica Lee)

Finally Boss took photos with us haha.. she's so camera shy...

The Three Blind mice... My closest colleagues at work.. Awwww... we going to chai huo soon...

She's the one who make me feels like having a daughter next time.. initially I wanted a boy opps hahaha...

Let's see if boss will come back visit us this week in the office.. :)

Short Note: She bu de?

2009-09-13T19:38:00.000+08:00

Sunday

Sunday to me = Relax+ Home cooked food day....

What about yours?

Looking forward to the long holiday this week...

I foresee some clubbings... picnic and shopping...

Well that's just what I hope... not exactly foresee..

Meanwhile lemme enjoy the 2nd part of Sunday :)

Happy Sabbath Day

Short Note: Live and Let Live...

2009-09-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

KTV + Random I remembered what I blog Entry...

Well so most of you thought that I quitted the blogging scene.. or to some might thought something happen to me.. why didn't I blog for such a long time...

The reason is simple.. Blogger sucks u see.. For the past one mth or so, the whole editing toolbar is gone and we can't even like upload photos? Call me loyal or lazy (either L), I'm just too lazy to go upload my photos at the other site and then one by one paste the coding here..

I knew because of my laziness.. I've lost quite a number of readers haha.. so for those who were checking this space out consistently.. Congratulations... Lao niang finally blogged... and will cont doing so.. as long Blogger dun come and choo pattern can liao...

So where did I last stopped at? As usual life has been pretty mundane, except weekends...

Almost Every Friday is Colleagues' Nite.. We would go out and de-stress after work..

So on one random Fri last week...

Before the de-stress.. Boss bought us Carebear's cupcakes.. isn't she sweet?

And so we bought her a BIG cake back in return...Love my boss

One year older liao.. Auntie Seow...

Finally no need to cut cake for ppl rite...so happy...

The team is too big to be captured all on cammie..

Ktv outings for the usual gang... New comer.. Am mee and Yee Chyi from Msia..

Gloomy was there too even though he can't smile to the cammie..

Whose cuter? Me or Ant?

Ok maybe Yee chyi is cuter..

Try Cash Studio in Bedok.. it's really cheap and the svs was great... somemore it's new

Me and lousy Fiora

Ok so I was busy singing rather than taking pics...

The many of us...

Went to this dunno what shi Jap Restaurant in ILLUMA... whereby u can order ur food thru the pen given..

This pen will repeat ur order... cool..

Ok so this uncle looked abit shocked....I think he duno how to use the pen...

Seriously i think the unique selling point is only that Pen.. food was like so so only?

We love the little boy...

and marble slab in Illuma... so nice

I really find happiness within...lovely

We went to the new arcade above..and redeemed ourselves a pair of Mushroom bedside lamp..

and this elephant pen which allow me to blow bubbles.. and i did it in the office :)

Lai Lai Beef Noodles.. my fave

Century egg and tofu.. a good combination :)

Fried Brinjal

And zheng zhong bubble tea from taiwan

After a heavy meal..we need some work out...

My Virgin try of Mario Kart and I'm so in love with it now...

If only you could see our pics clearly :)

So happy that finally blogger is up and well... going to blog more soon I promised.. too much photos at a time will kill me..

No Monday Blues for me though...as I'm not working.. Been on leave since Thurs yeah... however Monday I had training..let's hope it'll end early..

Good Nite all my friends :)

Short Note: I might need a new cammie soon ...

2009-08-10T01:30:00.001+08:00

Finally

Blogger is back to the usual self... will upload and update soon i promise haha by tmr :)

2009-07-28T20:28:00.000+08:00

100th Day..

I dunno what's wrong with blogger nowadays..I just can't upload the photos.. anyone facing the same problem?

It's the 100th day today since popo left us... due to work commitments I can't take leave that's why I'm here.. Mama and the rest went back.. how I wished I'm there too..

Even though 100 days went by, up till now sometimes in my dreams I still can't take it that popo already left us... she would often appear in my dreams chatting with me just like normal days..

I really missed her alot.. This afternoon I was telling my colleagues how popo passed away and at that moment.. I almost teared..

She's so important in my life, guided me through, showered me with her love and most importantly a good role model.

Dear popo,

Even though they said dreams are what you thought of, even though it's not real.. but I really hope to chat with you more in my dreams and shared with you my problems...

If you are somewhere around, pls guide me through the problems I'm facing now..

I love you with all my heart...

Short Note: It would never be the same

2009-07-25T00:25:00.002+08:00

心动心痛

刘耕宏&许慧欣 - 心动心痛
曲:周杰伦词:刘耕宏/陈剑龙
专集:彩虹天堂

耕宏:黑夜渗透了想念
偷不走微光闪现的千种画面
我背着伤痛离开
孤单拖着记忆支离破碎

慧欣:原以为不会改变
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉

合:我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋

合:为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错
我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动

耕宏:慢慢远离的梦
慧欣:渐渐冷却冰封

Short Note: More than Words

2009-07-19T22:34:00.008+08:00

Bluey Week..

If you guys have noticed.. my fb status for last week was... "Mon blue, Tues blue, Wed blue, Thurs Blue, Fri blue.. it's a blue blue week..."

As much as I dragged myself to week last week... I in the end had a fulfilling week...

Colleagues really matters at work..with a fun bunch of colleagues.. your week will never be bored and slow again...

Thank God for nice colleagues :)

Well pics time........

SICK ROOM ENTER AT UR OWN RISK...

Over the past one week... many of us were down on flu...one by one MC... the virus is spreading fast in our little pandan room....So we decided to practice some personal hygiene in the room, to protect ourself as well as others...

We monitored our temp with this infra red thermometer...which i think takes after the shape of a.................... fill in the blanks urself pls hahaha.. to us we feel that it's not very zhun...or maybe we used it the wrong way lolz..

Made in Italy hor mai siao siao

The three girls in mask... hahaha so damn hot

Look whose wearing a mask too.. DABAO!! lolz

Fiora auntie likes to act cute u see...

Mama and dabao wooohoo...

ANTHONY's BD CELEBRATION...

7-11 was actually Ant's bd.. but due to it falling on a weekend.... we decided to celebrate his belated bd in the office...

Photo courtesy from Ms Jessica Lee hahaha thank you

Lao niang singing the bd song...

Birthday boy

Dasheng one of my ..... in the office..

Our usual lunch khakis....

My 2 love in the office....

The three girls with the bd boy.. making the same expression..

Present presentation time... All the way from Genting..see how sincere we are....

Fake smile hahahaa...

Hope u will like our gift and most importantly be happy every single day :)

CAPT TEAM's BBQ

Thanks to Abel and Melvin's who organized the whole event... we had a great bbq session on Friday... nice food and nice chill out at Abel's condo :)

Will continue on.. another day coz lao niang damn sleepy now... damn it..

NEW WEEK AGAIN... haiz... Looking forward to Sat..meetup with lovely cousins for steamboat :)

Short note: Trying to be simple

2009-07-12T17:51:00.018+08:00

Genting Trip 09....

Went Genting for the past 3 days... The weather was so cold...and nice, had a great time there..and now when I'm back I'm missing the place already!!..

Well alot of ppl have been telling me, "Genting nothing to play one lei, so boring" but I think it's otherwise, there's so much things to do and it really depend on who your travel partner is.. if both of u damn on..then it'll be more fun.

Me and Shufen boarded the coach on Wed nite at Lavendar......... Transtar is always my fave coach.

Both of us in pink at the coach...

Our coach 8811..nice number man.. the leg space is so wide.. love it..

Day 1

We reached Genting @ 5am, supposed to go Casino, but both of us were too tired, so we just checked in the hotel and slept our way tru, the next morning we went to Hao You Ji for tim sum breakfast...

Were here before the previous time.. the food was not bad, just that the service was a bit slow...

The prawn fritters were damn nice and crispy

Theme Park which we never went at all.. cause our dear shufen is afraid of heights!! haha

Recommended by Xiaohan..we went to Be a Star for K-Lunch @ RM15 onli....Huge screen and huge room sibeh wu hua...

There's a few lunch dishes to choose from...Shufen had wanton mee and I had curry mutton for our lunch...so yummy

It's singing time.. the mic was great and the system is not bad too.. but two hours is not enuff.. for those who wishes to extend it will be RM26

Baskin Robbins for dessert... oh man..loved the cookie dough.. hais why isn't there any branch in Singapore?

Photo taking time before we proceed for our movies @ 7pm

Act like a noob tourist hahaha...

I loved FOS.. never failed to buy blouse from there....cheap...

Another noob tourist haha

See how excited she is.. Omg..

We are happy kids...

We watched Ice Age3.. even though I watched in before.. but I think it's so funni..orite to watch another time.. and yes..we chose the Osim Massage chair...

It is so comfortable that Shufen fell asleep during the movie... haha.. oh ya for those who haven't catch Ice Age 3 go watch it.. its damn hilarious...

Dinner @ Sushi King Jap Restaurant...

Camwhore abit before the food arrives....

Shufen's nice creamy curry udon...

The food we had...

My capital....woohooo

Day 2...

We had complimentary breakfast from First World Hotel..which was really not very good.. little variety and no SCRAMBLED EGGS!! We then proceed to buy some local products and shopping and back to our room to rest before we procced for lunch...

Late lunch @ this hot pot place...set lunch for 2@ RM 29.90

The set they provided are quite limited so we add on some ala-carte items like beef and golden mushroom...

Ordered chicken soup and porridge base.. The steamboat was orite but a bit pricey..

The fog was so much on day 2 onwards.. it's cold in Genting.. lowest temp @ 15 degree..

High tea time at this cafe in Genting hotel.. I loved this place esp the outdoor seats... can feel the nice cold wind blowing against us...

We really did camwhore alot..the two guys seating beside us kept looking at us.. haha but we still went on...

One of the guys... hahaha.. after we left one of them even said.. "He wan le ah, yao zou le ah?" muahahaha,.. we all headed for the same place after that.. casino muahahahaa

We went to Coffee Terrace @ Genting hotel for late dinner.. wanted to try the supper buffet, but it's only on selected days..damn.. so we had no choice but ordered pricey food.. nasi lemak @RM17 and indian curry same price.. damn it..

After the late dinner.. it was 147, 258, 369 all nite long.. if you understand what i meant haha..

Day 3

After the lousy pricey dinner the previous nite, we decided to have something better for breakfast to reward ourselves...

Breakfast buffet@ Coffee Terrace in Genting hotel...

International buffet... SO YUMMY... I loved their pastry section....

Back to packing up our bags to get ready for the check-out... messy room..and I loved this pink Esprit bag I got for the trip... it's so big..I can stuff everything in it.. from dabao to clothes, to my shopping loots.. it's a powerful bag hahaha...loved it..

After checking out our room we went to deposit our luggage at the bell counter and proceed on to get Birthday present for my friend as well as to take some more pics..

See her happily in her shorts rite? Later she will regret haha..

The wind was so big outside so cold ... Shufen is shivering man haha...

We loved Fog....

One xiaomei mei helped us to take these pics.. she so independent.. her mama's in casino, and she exploring the places all by herself.. amazing..

Did I mentioned I love revolving door too?

While waiting for the coach to arrive...

So cold, tired and helpless hahaha

This is our coach... yeah double deck...

Takeaway black forest from coffeebean to drink in the coach.. damn shiok can.

Our seats with tv and massage function....

My good travel partner... your top on the list now ahahaa...

Goodbye Genting...

Awwww so emo lah.. the thought of coming back to Singapore and work really demoralized me..had such a relaxing and fun 3days 3 nights....

I want to go back again.... SOON... hahahahaha..

Random Note:

Damn it and i'm addicted to quiche nowadays.. from smoked salmon quiche @ Coffee club express to the Turkey Ham & Onion quiche at Genting.. OMG i'm just so in love with it...

Short note: Last call no more bets...

2009-07-06T10:48:00.002+08:00

Office Post....

Currently in office, so I thought I might just post up something short here. Tried to update my blog yesterday, but the pics just can't be uploaded...Damn it...

Waste my whole night figuring out.. oh well I gave up..

As I was saying, I'm currently in office, doing my stuffs listening to Jolin's music.. how good life rite? Haha.. been busy with work oh well I think u guys heard a million times..

Super sian as it's Monday once again.. my onli motivation will be the short getaway trip to Genting on Wednesday nite.. need to seriously relax and also recharge myself..

Will try to update asap before I go Genting.. Well I know there's alot of spider webs here...

Till then, may all of you have a lovely Monday ahead..

Short Note: Depend on urself and not others...

2009-06-16T18:24:00.011+08:00

MC Day...

It's been so long since I last updated my blog... It's really been so damn long since I updated my blog on a weekday..

I'm on MC today... The feeling's abit weird to stay at hm on a weekeday.. I managed to watch "Ah Xue" the chinese drama on the tv, I rememebered the last time I watched it was nearly two mths ago..

Can't believed that I'm actually on this job for nearly two mths le... So proud of myself that I managed to survive that long.. Complaints yes there are.. but I really learnt alot of things.. and most importantly I think I've become a workaholic...

Kept thinking abt my work even though I'm at home...

Anyway let me now update my life...

My life has been pretty mundane.. coz of my long working hours... therefore I made sure my weekends were pretty filled up with events...

Popo's 49 Days...

Went back to Batam on Sun the previous week and it's really a short getaway trip for me.. Managed to rest and also catch up with my cousins...

Yue Yue and Ah Bee.. (Ah bee is shy to smile coz her front tooth dropped) hahaha

Me and Dabao.. he's my constant travel partner... haha

Cute kai kai...

Baby Daphne sleeping peacefuly.. she's so bubu cute..

Went BCS to shop for some necessities since the praying ceremony will start at 12 midnight onli....

First stop went to the hypermarket at BCS...

Saw the hair treatment thingy? I found out that it was actually manufactured in Indonesia.. so it's damn cheap in Batam WOHOOHOO.. going to stock up more the next time I go...For those who never used before it comes in a capsule thing..inside is the treatment oil ur hair become softer after the treatment.. yeah..

After awhile the basket is filled up with goodies... bought back TIM TAM and sweets for them..

Afterwards, it's lunch time...

Shumin's empek empek

My mama's nasi kunning...

My gado-gado.. oh man I missed it now...

Da sao tgt with Donny brought us all the Mega mall, the kids wanted to play at this giant playground.. and also for dinner...

Kai kai running ard... poor shumin haf to squeeze in the playground and played with them haha it must be tiring for her lolz

Oh yes I jumped into this pool of ball.. haha dun worry the balls were not deflated.. so fun... I loved playing in the pool of balls..haha

Ah Bee likes to play with the flying fox thing...

It's fun to see kids running around enjoying themseleves, they get so excited they will keep shouting gu gu look at me.. haha I love kids. :)

Went for manicure with Mi jie at BCS the next day.. onli ard 7bucks..so cheap...I love my striking pink!!

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Rosy Business...

Recently I'm addicted to this Hk Drama Series... Rosy Business... At first I'm quite skeptical with gu zhuang show..but after watching it.. I get so excited with it... it's so exciting..

One verse from the show that I really thought it's meaningful...

人生有多少个十年？

Indeed how many 10 years do we have? some might have 5, 6? Some may be luckier 8 or 9? Well cherish ur life and enjoy while u can it's what the show trying to say..

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Good food weekend...

Bf's brought along his new canon DSLR and we kept taking photos like mad haha

Breakfast @ secret recipe.. haha abit heavy ..but we both shared it.. coz we need to rush for the movie after that..

Bf's white macademia nuts cake...

Rocky mountain....

I heart secret recipe cake man... it's big and yummy..

I fell asleep in the movie Terminator 3.. dun ask me what's the show abt..hahahaha

Lunch was in Sushi Tei...

Loved my Sukiyaki... for 14 dollars it comes with beef, egg and a pot of vege.. yummy

I thought this was artistic....

Another side of me....

Let's see the combine version.. .errrr hahahaha

We were too hungry u see...

Ur friend being romantic...

Lao niang

The problem with 10 mega pixel cam.. si mi sai also can see..damn.. my face sucks.. pimple scars all ard

Me hugging the courtesy lion or cat whichever it is...

Time for some desserts...

Dessert from Hagen Daz... Tiramisu and Cookies & Cream with Crepe...

Cookies Crunch.... SO NICE.. Bf chose the rite one... damn..

A Happy girl, cheesecake + Ice-cream... I fufilled my cravings for the day... Thanks bf..

Any skincare company want us to be their spokesperson?

Suddenly he got a small face...

Missed the ice cream.. hate being sick..

Looking forward to weekends now... pay day on Sat lagi shiok...wohohooo

Short Note: Should I stay?

2009-06-06T13:48:00.002+08:00

Life?

It's been nearly 49 days since Popo left us...

Every now and then, I still thought of her, still dreamt of her.... it's like she's still subconciously alive....but yet everytime I woke up, she's no longer here with us...

Truth and reality hurts isn't that so?

Just received news that one of my uncle's wife contracted breast cancer, it's already in the third stage...

Even though, she might not be a good daughter in-law to my uncle's family but my heart did sank when I heard the news...

Whatever wrongs she had done... whatever mistakes she had made in the past... I just hope that she will come to realize her mistake and apologized soon... and

I really pray that she will get well soon... cause she's still young and her kids are young too..

Life is just so unpredictable... Cherish ur life and people around u....I guessed everyone of us heard that all the time...

Everytime we heard something bad.. we would just remind ourselves to cherish the people around us even more...

But yet...

Really how many of us really did it? How many of us really did forgive and forget?

Friends, life is too short to grow grudges, life is too short to be so calculative, life is too short to be petty...

Cause you'll never know when would u life stop at a point where u can't start it all over again..

Once again, what I wish to convey is....

"Cherish your life and people around you always, live past all grudges, forgive and forget, live and let live and most importantly Stay happy!"

When you're happy in life... everything is worthwhile....

Short Note: Will be going back to Batam tmr for popo's 49day's ceremony....

2009-05-31T21:04:00.015+08:00

A weekly blog entry .....

Work has really taken a toll on me these days... I feel like I have no time to breathe...everyday it's just so routine, case by case, from 0830 to 2230, morning to night...

Sometimes, I really wondered what's my motivation in life.. or rather did I missed it out somewhere?

Anyway whatever it is... there's good or bad to every side of everything...............

Weekends are my motivation now and I really need to go on a little break soon before I go crazy...

It's photos time...

Seafood International Buffet....

Treated bf to the buffet... not bad.. but it would be better if we go with more people as the portion will be more haha...

Limited to one time per pax.... small abalone yum yum...

The restaurant was big.. so many were there on a sat afternoon...

They even had dim sum there too...

Nice dishes.. love the fish...

First time my bf shelled a prawn for me.. -___- haha..

All in all the buffet lunch costed me 66bucks for two.. I think it's quite worth it coz we really had alot of varities compared to Hotel Mirammar's dim sum buffet...

The lunch buffet is from 1130 to 230pm....daily... weekedays cheaper...

After the lunch... we went to illuma for Night in the Museum 2 not that funny I thought compared to the first..

This is lao niang in case u forgot me... haha...

Bought this same round specs as X-tin I think its really cute hahaha...

Mr Ah Toot... hahahahaahhaahaha so dumb...opps

Act cute can...

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Talking abt cute.. my boss' daughter Wan ni is so cute can? I loved it when she came to the office... she will always said Hi Shirley... so touched that she can remember my name and most importantly she's only 4 years old can speak so well liao... CUTE BUBU!!!

On my chair.. bubu...

Trying to take a pic of me too haha..

Don't take my pic Shirley Jie jie...

Ok lor u win take bahh.. haha..

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Jolin's new album showcase...

Once again bf won tickets to Jolin's new Butterfly album showcase... He is such a LUCKY MAN.. always winning tickets... haha

Meet Jolin... at max pavilion... a short session but it's nice to see her dance... she danced well though... loved her new song tuo xie...

I don't wanna a bf, i need a real man!!!

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That's the summary of last week.. This weekend was girl's outing... met up with shufen after so long for some shopping and DF yeah!!!...

Shopping at vivo and dinner first at Sushi Tei before gg to DF...

The Cha soba is yummy...

Shufen's beef rice...

Great salmon sushi..

Act innocent...

Yo it's me!!!...

We almost can't entered DF coz i forgot to bring my bloody IC!!! damnit.. but the clever us found another way in... WOHOOOOHOOO....

Henikken our best fren....

I heart my new dress... and shufen bought it after seeing it also haha..

Zi lian time....

Six is forever so punk...

My fave song as usual....

Celest the wonder woman.. so pretty..

Df was great.. even though i hate house music in btw the live performance set yest... Boiler's songs were better... MOVE BITCH GETOUT THE WAY is my fave hahaha...Classic...

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BOTAK JONES JUST OPENED A BRANCH BELOW MY HOUSE...CAN U SENSE THE EXCITEMENT IN ME?

Sirloin steak @ 12.80.... yumzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

It's ktv at Loyang point after that....

Got instruments also mai siao siao...

It gets alittle bit crazy sometimes...

Argghh can someone STOP Mondays from coming? Start of a new week again and I foresee this word OT!!!...

Short Note: I get a little emo today...

2009-05-17T10:46:00.007+08:00

Just another weekend...

Weekends nowadays are so precious to me... it's when I get a LIFE... seriously... becoz of the recent promotions, our work volume increased and we often have to stay back after normal working hours to clear the high volume.

Seriously up to a certain timing it's really "brain dead". Suddenly we will like black out become gong again and ask dumb questions to each other.. but then thankfully, my colleagues were nice and friendly so when we have questions we will solved it together...

This is my work desk... as u can see calculator now is my best friend and for those who know me.. u know that calculator was actually my enemy in the past...

This is Fiora we entered the company ard the same time...we all sit in the same row so we always shout across questions... I love the seating arrangement even though it's four ppl squeezing in two table... haha cosy...

If you are observant enough u wld have seen the OLD Chang Kee box at the bottom right... one of the perks of this job is that the sales staff would always buy stuffs up for us to eat... so far after 3weeks of working.. I ate curry puffs, secret recipe oreo cheesecake, and yes..all these chocolates were from one of the hamper... We managed to clear alot and now one left the big box of Lindt... Amazing rite.. and yes there's another hamper yet to open...hopefully more will share our burden coz if it goes on like this...... I won't be able to squeeze in the door soon.. haha..

My email.... Outlook is so much better than lotus notes...

This is Alexis, my so called mentor in OD review and she is shy.... hahaha... she is so funny sometimes and the office is quiet if she's on leave...

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That's about work... it's the weekends finally!!.. Met up with monster yestereday for a simple weekend... Actually wanted to go JB but I think we were all so lazy and best thing is pay day is not here yet haha..

Do you know what is this??

Tadah.. it's the traditional ice-cream wrapped with bread... OMG it's so nice and it's only 1buck.. I loved it!!... Bf initially dun wan to buy....

BUT after he saw me eating it.. he buay tahan and buy TOO!!... and now as I'm uploading the pics.. my craving is back for the ice-cream man ice cream... yumzz...

Dinner was recommended by me at V8... since bf nv went there before.. Not bad food at affordable pricing with restaurant setting... not bad lah seriously.. haha

Tadah.. the usual monster looking thru the menu...

Soupy time...

You must have thought this is my drink?? No its MONSTER's .. he loves STRAWBERRY.. hahahahaahahaa... bu fu he xing xiang hahaha..

My aloe vera and lime drink... love the aloe vera cubes...

Monster's sirloin steak... After trying wagyu beef in botak jones the other time... we seemed to think all other steak are so-so only hahahaa...

Rosti..which tasted not bad.. love the sussage...

For once i changed to something new.. instead of chicken cutlet to grill chicken chop...haha..

We then went for ANGELS or DEMONS at Illuma... First time there for movie and I think the theatre is not bad.. really got standard.. the leg space is spacious and the seats were comfy.. would definetely go back for movies...

Oh ya A&D was nice... Though intially abit blur with all the accents and history..but as the movie hits off.. it's really interesting and got us so excited.. and yes loved the twist to the ending...

Rome was so beautiful... I would love to visit it one day...and no instead of being skeptical about Catholics.. I got so interested with the religion so it's not as what others said about Dan Brown's book that you will be anti-catholic after watching the movie or reading the book.

One more day to weekdays.. and I'm so going out to enjoy with my miss x-tin... photos up soon again :)

Short Note: simple day makes my day :)

2009-05-10T21:46:00.004+08:00

Happy Mother's Day...

to all mums out here.. you have been the greatest and your love for us is never-ending....

I missed popo... she too had been a great mother to my mum... how I wished I could celebrate this day with her together... It's been so long since I celebrated it with her in Singapore...

I dreamt of popo two times last week.. In one of my dreams we brought her to a restaurant and she were happily eating and when I'm back she's already ate finish....

It's just so real... sometimes sub consciously...I still thought that she is still alive....

But I guessed she is just as happy ever no matter where she is now....

Dear popo, Happy mother's day to u.....

Short Note: I hope that I can dream more of u....

2009-05-08T20:35:00.007+08:00

Muar's Trip....

Last week on Labour day... I went Malaysia with monster's family and his auntie.... The destination is Muar... When I mentioned Muar to others, not alot of ppl actually knw where is it.. Well, Muar actually a small state further up Johor and it's in Msia.. they are famous for their otahs.. yeah it's really yummy..and I bought 4 back...

Our coach left Jurong East MRT at ard 645am. Thankfully I got XH who stays at Boon Lay if not I would never make it if I were to go down from Tampines that early haha.. There was a little jam however, everything went on smoothly after that.

Our first stop over for breakfast....

Ermm..very pathetic wan ton mee with not much ingredients....

The very big ye zi mei bao.. OH MY its huge..that we had to share it...

One of our destination.. Batu Pahat...

Some roadside stalls...

Some Temple...

The two lousy bubu...

The two brothers... and monster kept praising to me that his brother is good looking wants me to intro my girl friends if I have any... haha...

Lotus pond.. which I think will look better in sepia tone.. coz it's all withered...lolz...

In the coach... the coach was quite comfortable.. not bad...

Seriously we were so tired and keep sleeping in the coach haha...

Streets of Muar....

If I'm not wrong the shop is called Yong Sheng... the products were really good.. I liked the Little Chick biscuits... and also the coffee....

The father, the son and the brother.. trying samples of the food...

Lunch was free and easy.. so we went to one of the kopitiam... the Or Lua was really delicious!!

Our Lunch....roast pork, duck, char siew, fishball soup and or lua...

Yes throughout the day.. u know see the youngster's pics... cause his parents and auntie dun like to take picture...

But I still managed to capture one... hahaha..... oh the auntie in black is a passerby...

This is a well... it is said that if you wash urself with the well water u will huat huat huat...

and you have to go into the toilet that is your zodiac to HUAT X10!!! ahhaaa...

Our dinner at a restaurant in Kulai...

Most of the time were spent sleeping in the coach coz the journey was quite long.. however we did buy alot of stuffs back...

For me, I bought, lian rong baos, kong bak baos, tidbits, otahs, Coffee, and alot of miscelleaneous stuffs.. I'm so happy that I did not spend finish the 70ringgit mama gave me... so all in all I only spend 40bucks to register for this trip....

Overall, I would say it's not bad to go walk walk out of Singapore, u get to learn and see more and most importantly it's really cheap :)

Next time I hope to go for Meleka one day's trip or even go Genting!!! Praying hard for that :)

Short Note: sweet love sleep...

2009-05-03T19:30:00.006+08:00

Beer Fest 09

I got to know about the beer fest when Timbre sent me an email online. Was so excited about it cause other than Oktober Fest I think Beer Fest is one of the larger beer event in Singapore. I even put on FB status that I'm so going to the event.

However as time paseed, I totally forgot about it due to adapting the new job and also Popo's funeral. Monster msged me one night when I'm still in Batam telling me that he won a pair of tickets to the Beer Fest...

Yipee... that's just monster, he is always winning things online hahaha...

The Beer fest was held at Singapore Flyer and we went there on the opening day which is last Wed... I thought it would not be packed.. but I was wrong...

The Complimentary Tickets...

Beer Fest Promotion Booklet...

Some Passerby hahahaha..

Food were pricey over there... A pc of sausage cost $5...faintz...

This plate of two little pieces of fish and chips costs $12... arggghh bo bian I'm too hungree liao after work...

Beer Currency... u can't get any beers or food without this.. -____- , there was once when the coupons ran out and ppl can't buy any food or beer at all... coz the organizers did not expect a massive crowd I guessed...

Name your favourtie brand? Mine was......................

YES.. ERDINGER Black is my favourite... $5 per cup...

Not enough? There's over 100 beers for you to choose from... of course price varies...

San Miguel is from Philippines u know? Haha I dunno initially... cause the brand seems so angmoh?

Nice dim lights for beer drinkers like us...

Monster looking happy haha...

I'm a happy girl as long u gif me my ERDINGER haha..

Last but not least.. this is Monster and Monstress reporting from Beer Fest, we hope you enjoyed it as we do.... tadah...

Having Serious Monday Blues now... SIAAANZZZZ

Short Note: why vesak day falls on SAT... WHY WHY WHY?

2009-05-02T00:41:00.009+08:00

Belakang Padang...

Back from Batam few days ago, popo's funeral came to an end... even though up till every now and then I will still think of her.. but I strongly believe that letting her go might be a release for her, therefore no matter where she is, she will always be in my memory.

Wanna thank all my friends, colleagues, relatives for all the smses, msn, emails, wall posts.. I said before and I wanted to say again... Thank you and really all your encouragements are deeply appreciated.

Popo's funeral was held at a small island near Batam. It's called Belakang Padang... a very simple island with friendly and nice people... For those who loved simple living, you will really love it there..

During my 4 days' stay there, I managed to learn alot about the island and have slowly adapted my life there... sometimes, I would even think of there even though I'm back.. it really allows us to cherish what we have here in Singapore..

My cousin, Ah Leng and Cindy came over tgt with gu gu and uncle to pay their last respects to popo... their action really touched me alot.. as they are willing to come all the way to the island.. To go to the island, one would have to take a sampan there and it's really very inconvenient.

However yet, they came all the way with no complains.. their presence really did help me.. I felt better talking to them and I feel a sense of family warmth...

This is the kind of boat we need to take to the island.. it can hold up to 9-11 people in it....

Better view of it....

I thought this was nice...

I love sitting on the boat, even though many scared... love being so near to Mother Nature.. having the big blue sky and clouds over head and the big blue sea infront of me... so relaxing...

I dunno wad to call them... maybe water houses? My uncle used to have one water house too and when I'm young we used to all stay there... I missed that time.. so fun and carefree...running ard..

Simple Shops...

Simple stall but delicious food.. yummy gado gado and lontong can be found here...

Don't judge the stall by its apperance, their coconut is so sweet and it's really cooling for hot days...

I missed Chendol after seeing this pic... anyway there's so much nice food on the island too.. it's not only cheap but its yummy.. one thing to try would be the SATAY OH MY.. after eating the satay there.. I totally have no interest in the satays in Singapore yawnzz.. so far the best satay I've tasted and another one would be the bi hun goreng.. simple dish but delicious...

Kai Kai my nephew... he is so cute when he smiles...

This is Ah Bee... Kai Kai's older sister... she is my translator to Bahasa Indonesia...

We were playing Dominos and Kenny lost, thus the sabo... He looks more handsome this way? lolz

Brought my dad's side cousin over to the motel I'm staying at.... very simple toilet rite? haha.. i can survive it........you can too...

The corridor...

There's even a common balcony...

Small but can squeeze alot of ppl... haha

So are you able to stay there? For 15S$ per nite, it comes with aircon and tv... I really think it's worth it.. this is so much better than the one I stayed four years ago, they really put in effort in renovation..

This is ah leng..

Me and gu gu...

Gugu really loves to pose :)

Cindy and her dad..

Lastly, pls meet Woofy... Cindy bought it for me to cheer me up. She is really very sweet and I'm really touched... Thank you girl... Woofy came at the right time.

Overall, I really loved the island and I believed one of these days I am so going back there again just to eat that SATAY!!!

That's it.. more updates coming up... im so sleepy now... bo bianz

Short Note: Heaven is a better place..

2009-04-22T22:17:00.002+08:00

Sending her last journey...

It must be my super swollen and puffy eyes that allowed my new boss to gave me three days compassionate leave right on the spot on my first day of work.. Didn't want this to happen, but I'll promised to work extra hard in the future...as long I wouldn't have to go lunch with a group of guys...

Feel so outcasted...

I was packing my clothes just now... when I saw popo's clothes and bags... I broke down again..
It's a painful experience of losing someone close to you...

Kept holding back my tears at work..my contact lense were so dry that I couldn't see the screen clearly...

I still need time... seriously..

Short Note: Gg back to Batam tmr.. on a short hiatus...

2009-04-22T02:23:00.004+08:00

Tribute to my Po Po....

Independent Learner....

She parted with her family when she was 14 years old only with her sister along with her.
She got to know my grandfather, both of them got married during Japanese Occupation and have to constantly hide so as to avoid the Jap Soldiers.

She learnt sewing all by herself and from then on help people to tailor clothes and do a business all by herself to feed the four kids...

My only popo..........

My first bolster was sewed by her. She loves to make dresses for me and I would be proud of it cause they were really nice, and my other cousins does not have it.

My angpow will be slightly more than others last time. She would give me rupiahs to spend whenever I'm back to buy things I like or to gamble during CNY.

I was a easily jealous kid last time.....

I would often asked her" Who does she dote on?" and she will replied:"All of you"

But yet I would force her to name me the top 3 and made sure I'm inside, that's how jealous I was. I feel happy when she mentioned my name. And I knew she really did dote on me alot alot...

A great cook....

Not only good in tailoring, she cooked nice food too.

From Hakka Yong Tau Foo to Popiah, to Siew Mai, Ngoh Hiang, Mee Soto, Curry Chicken... Begedil (Indonesian's style potato croquette), nonya dumplings, longan tofu... and many many more..

She loves cooking, she dun mind standing at the kitchen for hours just to make dishes for us. And whenever I got cravings, I would just tell her and the next few days I would get to eat it.

She made the nicest Nescafe coffee.. She would often make it for me.

When I'm back she would often filled up the whole bottle of water and keep reminding me to drink water.

That's just her, always dun mind the hardwork and just to make us happy and healthy....

A great friend...

She can be a great friend too... I remembered when I got bullied in school, I would talked to her about it and she would entertained me even though it's late at night.

She would gossiped with me too about relatives cause she know I would help her to keep secrets.

A cute popo....

She loves small teddy bears... I remembred giving her a few of my teddy bears... she would like me talk to them... I even made her hug Dabao...

She's short and have cute little eyes, I would often give her hug when I'm back.

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Popo had a bad fall last September, She had to undergo an operation for her leg. Back then, I was still at China doing my internship.

Few days before the operation, I called back and asked her not to worry for the operation, instead she asked me not to worry for her, she's fine and it's not painful anymore.

That's her again... she dun like to be a burden to others, she just so strong...

On the day of operation, I hid myself in the company's toilet in China and cried in the cubicle.. praying that she's fine.

She got out of the operation theatre safely, but yet from then onwards, her mind was not in a very conscious state. Sometimes she would just says things which made no sense and sometimes she would be fine.

Slowly, she became weaker and weaker, her memory's failing and she couldn't eat much. The last time I saw her was in March when I went back wtih my friends. She was so thin and She can't talk much.

Just now, I received news that she passed away.............

Words can't express how I am feeling now, Sad? Devastated?... maybe helpless? Especially when I can't be in Batam now and I'm starting my first day of work tmr which means I can't go back straight away tmr...

Words also can't express how great she was to us too...

Up till now, I still can't believe that she's gone... There's still so much things I want to tell her, I haven't show her my graduation photo and I haven't give her big ang pow for her bd at CNY since I just started working.

I just can't sleep, when I close my eyes, I thought of her, thought of the past.

I know many of my friends asked me to let her go cause it might be a release for her. But tears just kept flowing and I can't stop it.

So I can just write out my thoughts here...

I missed u popo really... I missed u terribly and I love you alot alot.. I'm sorry for the times when you are lonely at home and I'm not free to talk to you.. I'm really sorry.

You're the best popo I ever had, no one can replace you in my heart.. seriously..

Rest in peace Popo and I hope that you will be as happy as ever in Heaven.

Short Note: This is worse than heart broken.....

2009-04-21T21:39:00.005+08:00

Pre-Working Depression....

Maybe I've slacked too much, maybe I've adapted to slacking life.. or maybe I'm just hope that I can slack and at the same time have input coming in....

I suddenly have this Pre-working Depression... argggh shucks..so reluctant to start my first day of work tmr... :(

No more Selyn to wrk with me, no more easy job and no more internet to use...

I kept complaining to bf just now that I hope that I don't need to work tmr... hahah FAT HOPE.. I already signed the employment contract..so by hoook or by crook I must at least work for one mth...

HAHA jiayou ba Shirley... maybe the workplace will be fun?? hahahaha..

Well, knowing that I will start work tmr... I packed my days with activites again.....

Yes Steamboat at Xiaohan's house yest... I can't imagine I go all the way to Boon Lay just for steamboat.. yeah we prepared it ourselves... amazing within one hour....

After steamboat it's Wii time again..this time round, we challenged the bowling game..and my arms and shoulder ached so much... faintz... I really ping le.... hahahaha..love that game...

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It's Ben & Jerry's Free Cone Day today!! Totally forgot about it until my lousy cousin XH reminded me...

Saw the queue initially thought of giving it up.. but my very determined Cousin die die want to eat so we just queued. I'm amazed actually the queue is quite fast haha...

Yummy Choc Fudge Brownie!!!! So happy it's my first year and I finally got it!!

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Bf was kind enough to come to Tampines 1 to meet me for dinner upon hearing how tired I am and how my feet ached. Haha.

We had Kim Gary for dinner.. Yumz

I loved that Mayo Pickled Fries....

We shopped around Tamp 1 and I kept complaining to bf how sian it was to work tmr.. Poor him... and that's not all.. I'm so going to bug him again when he call me later at night hahaha.

Arggghh.. I really hope that I will have nice colleagues and I'll be able to handle the stress hahaha..

For those who happened to be in Tampines Central, please CALL me and I'll be WILLING to meet YOU for LUNCH hahahahaha or DINNER... Yes once again after 4 years I'm back to working at Tampines again... muahahaha

Need to sleep early liaoz... Goodbye moody Tues....

Short Note: A brand new start once again yawnzz...

2009-04-19T19:55:00.005+08:00

Where my money goes to.....

Yest afternoon, me and X-tin attended the Anna Sui Tea Party at Bugis. The response was overwhelmed.. coz the counter were full with people... too much until that it's abit squeezy with everyone crowding around the counter. To the extent that me and x-tin thought... "That's it, let's go."

The feeling of meeting up ur long-best friend was great. Even though we each had different characters, different problems in life... but yet everytime when we meet, there was no distance at all...we would talk for hours, non-stop with a wide vareity of topics... No matter how long we didn't meet before that, all that does not matter anymore.

(pics courtesy from Ms X-tin)

Darling, please remb our date on 7th of May? I will wait for you at the atm hahaha.. :)

Oh yes, along the way while we were queuing in the toilet.. I met the "dollies" gang which happened to be my dear lousy cousin Xiaohan's friend... What a place to meet haha.. but anyway.. finally i get to see them REAL life... wohoooooo... Hope that next time if we happened to bump again TOILET would not be the place haha...

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This afternoon after so much procastination, I finally picked up my lazy bones and did a thorough SPRING cleaning of my wardrobe... I had so much clothes that overflowed everywhere, chairs, boxes and even tables. So you can roughly imagine how jialat it is... I have to lai hui alot of times just to compile them all in the living room... haha..

This may look orite... wait till u see more....

Still ok onli rite?

Tadah!! that's how high it was... and no these are not all.. I still have one big box of it and not to mention those still at the laundry basket hahaha...

When my mama and papa saw it they were like.. "you see, that's where all your money goes to, thousands of dollars." Haha... yes buying clothes is my zhi ming shang.. I simply can't resist it... especially when it's on SALE. Freak man.. I feel like I'm the same as the character in "Confession of a shopaholic" just that the stuffs I bought are very much on the lower end?

I managed to throw away a big bag of clothes... and the rest I decided to sell it away... coz most of the clothes were so new.... some I did not even wear before, it would be so wasteful to throw it away rite?

Thus, I am going to set up a blogshop just to sell away all the clothes... as you know Mrstea is now broke, she needs input... rest assured, the prices will be damn cheap I promised.... starting from $2? haha

So stay tunned for more info... and please if you guys have any plus sized frens roughly my size (ahem) or medium size fren, please intro the blog to them muahahahahaha.

Alright as for now, let me now go work on it...

Short Note: 无能为力

2009-04-17T14:03:00.004+08:00

Activities Filled Days...

Ever since last last week, my life is full of activities... reasons being

1. my lousy cousin xiaohan together with me are slackers, cause we both looking for a job rite now...
2. my another lousy cousin cindy is having her school vacation now..
3. xiaohan's sis xiaoyin is very free too on her off days, so she joined us most of the time

So we would often have last minute planning activities.. and I enjoyed everyone of them haha..

Starting for the JB trip two weeks ago....

One fine aftenoon me, xh, xy and her bf we went over to JB for some shoppings and FOODIE...

So nice to be shopping there again after so long.. we had our lunch at the other hongkong cafe not kim gary this time... Surprisingly the food was nice too.. and I can't wait to go back again soon for Pokemon Restaurant.

I did bought some necessity which I'm lazy to take photos of it.. With $50sing dollar, I managed to buy a pair of Freshkon contact lense, sunsilk hair mask and serum, lunch, a cardigan from FOS, eyebrow pencil......and snacks.. So worth it rite.. Yeah i love Jb shopping...

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On Good Friday, it was actually supposed to be a cousin's outing..but then due to unforesen circumstances, the three of us, xh, xy and this time round Bf joined us for some 7hours of KTV at TOP ONE... it was crazy... we were all so tired after the ktv session...haha

Can't deny we are not OLD anymore...

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The next morning... I treated bf to dim sum buffet at Mirammar's Hotel....yeah the usual one.. Managed to keep it a secret for so long..and bf was surprised at where we are..haha he thought I would be treated him to some bah kut teh hahaha...

We were so damn full after the first round... damn it....hahaha... and pls for those who are gg DUN order the Mee goreng.. NOT NICE at all.. and it's oily haha.. I still prefer the ee-fu mien from the old menu. It's a good thing they change menu often but the mee goreng should be OUT haha..

We caught the show Knowing after that... I thought I would sing praise for this movie.. but... initially it was good, but the ending seriously sucks... haiz.. not worth it...now I'm waiting to catch the show TAKEN....

Supposingly we are going to Dexun's chalet after tat at Sentosa, however due to the heavy rain, the bbq was cancelled... and monster and me came back to Tampines one to see what are there to shop...and hmmm I think so so only..but then the only that I'm happy are.. THERE WILL BE J.Co opening here soon and and and got DP yeahhhhh...loved it...

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It was Xiaohan's Bd on Tues.. Happy 24 AUNTIE...

Well so the few of us got together and celebrated for her.. It's a cousin's gathering.. we never brought along our bfs... cause it's a GIRL's NITE yeah haha...

Newly joined members, Ah Leng and Serene which happens to be Ling Ling haha.. our cousin's group are growing in numbersssss....

We celebrated it at Fish n Co at the glass house... there's a live band there and tadah... it's SABO TIME...

and She will hate me when she saw this video... haha ya too bad they only have english song so our Mandarin Pop Queen dunno how to sing... let that lousy maria sing ahahaha...

U think that's all? No way.....

Yes, there's still part 2

Good sabo.. time to enforce it next time haha...

A good evening out with my lovely cousins... laughter filled the air, gossips filled the air...and a sense of kinship filled the air... Love you guys...

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XiaoHan recently bought a wii, and we were so excited to try it out... It's a last min thing and both me and Cindy went over to stayover.

It was so fun..and really the most tiring game is the BOXING GAME... and my arms are aching so much even until now as I'm blogging.. so u can imagine the power.. and yes of course with so much hardwork, I'm named the BOXING QUEEN cause I won BFFFFFFF hahahaa...

See how everyone is enjoying... she got every gadget u named it she have it.. from Wii to DS Lite to PSP... no one will be bored haha...

Focus on my fave game Cooking MAMA and not my AH MA shorts hahaha.. oh ya bf was there cause he stays OPPOSITE ONLY.. shiok rite...

A night of fun and laughter.. however ended with my LOUSY cousin CINDY SEE rolling over me at night.. yes it's her NOT ME..and Xiaohan would agreed too... haha....

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My new love gotta be this....

Nokia E63....

My old Samsung phone always lost its reception and it's giving me so much inconvenience... with a budget on hand, I tried to search for cheap mobile offers online...and I found this.. at first i tot its E71 the one that my fren is using just that it changed the colour.. however after some research I realized that it's a new phone and it has Wifi too... hahaha It's just like a mini black berry!!!

Of course the specs are not that great compared to E71 and it's thicker.. one thing for sure is the camera is onli 2 mega pixel.. but who cares rite? cause I got a camera too hahaha...

I loved the red one..and xiaohan got the same phone with me on the same day too... MUAHAHA and best of all.. WE PAID $0 hahahaha.. so shiok to be walking out of the shop paying nothing but with a phone on hand...

LOLZ so happy yeah :) Hopefully bf is able to get the blue one together and we will have a COUPLE phone muahahaha... well that' a hope.. cause his contract is still new...

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Updates:

* The agency just called me and I got a job offer from A foreign bank yipeee... will start work next week hopefully. I need some input.. been spending so much recently...

* I might be gg to Muar with bf and his family on Labour's day... tentatively.... as long can get out of Singapore.. it's consider a HOLIDAY wohoooo

Short Note: Well, kinda of miss my slacking days with xh...

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家

For those who haven't watched this advert, you may want to take a look at it. Good job to MCYS's advert production team... their adverts always nv fails to touch me.

"Little imperfection makes up Perfection"

Saw the chinese version together with daddy and at the end of the advert is showed a "家“

Below was what daddy said:

Him: "The word 家 got ten strokes, not easy to write, it means that it's really not easy to build up a family."

Yes, a family is really not easy to build up... lots of love, patient and time....

I think right now... I'm still not ready for it...........

Short Note: Not mentally prepared at least...